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Life through a lens //tinted with tender, young confusion//

Lazy crazy days in a simple symphony

Created on 2004-03-05 14:51:36 (#2418225), last updated 2009-11-16

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here comes
wasted head space
paranoia
anger
misplaced feelings
lead me nowhere all the time.

My Amazon.co.uk wish list probably says something about me. :D

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Self-Injury: You are NOT the only one.

March 1 is SI Awareness Day.

"We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, students, and business owners. We have depression, DID, PTSD, eating disorders, borderline personalities, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some were not. We are straight, bi, and gay. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every single race or religion that you can possibly think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks."


Current layout Caring Card. ((c) me & Aki, Coldplay for song lyrics)

AHEM. Things stated here and in my journal are my opinions; you're very much entitled to have your own even when (not if, when) they differ vastly from mine. I respect your right to opinions and expect the same in return.
If you don't agree on something and want to let me know that too, please use constructive argumentation and back up your own statements and opinions.

Hiya.
My name's Noora, although I also go by the name Nooris sometimes nowadays. I'm a teenaged upper secondary school student from Finland. I'm in the IB Diploma Programme, on my first real IB year sick leave right now IB1 finally IB2 FINALLY THANK YOU GOD YES, with intentions of actually getting the diploma this time summer holiday before graduating in September. After that... well, I'm still waiting for an inspiration to spark through.
I write mostly in English, but sometimes - very rarely, though - I update my journal in Finnish.
I write about my life and my thoughts as they are. I don't use friends only posts because it fights against the idea of internet journals, in my opinion.
My interests will give a clue about what kind of things I like, but since LJ is stupid and only allows 150 interests listed, I'll give you a short round-up:
I LOVE books. Harry Potter, Trainspotting and Porno, Edgar Allan Poe, Neil Gaiman, and anything by Robert McLiam Wilson (Ripley Bogle in particular) or Vladimir Nabokov will get me drooling. But really. As long as it's a book, I'll love it. Oh and TENDER IS THE NIGHT. It ROCKS. God bless F. Scott Fitzgerald (whose fiction is also on my list of best things ever).
As far as music goes, I'm kind of open to everything, even though I have my own favourites. Coldplay and Robbie Williams are eternal favourites thanks to their lovely melodies and gorgeous, thought-provoking lyrics.
I like dark things, like death, suicide, blood and self-injuring. Not in the sense of wanting to kill someone or finding it really cool someone died in a car crash or anything. I just find the aforementioned things interesting. And anyway, I have the world's greatest psychologist
I like writing. I write stories and poems, fan fiction, fiction and factual text. I have a dozen sixteen 25~ 28 paper journals and a five-year diary which retired in January 2007, fully written.
I'm the Official Icon Journal Pimper of Jade's journal (an icon/graphics journal - at least for most of the part it is) and I would love everyone to go and see Jade's gorgeous icons, so... Don't make me go Avada Kedavra on your arse; VISIT! ♥

Always open to new friends.

Also, I suck at updating the dates on the bars. Sorry. Try to use some basic maths skills and convert them yourself.



don't let go.

     
Suicide Prevention: You can save yourself.

Monday, September 10, 2006 is World Suicide Prevention Day.


How do you know I am hurting
If you cannot see my pain?
To wear it on my body
Tells what words cannot explain.

--C. Blount
I'm a self-injurer. I sometimes - or, well, often - write about things that some people find sick and disturbing. If self-injurious and depressed subjects are too much for you, please skip over them. Flames I save for burning myself.
All these banners are NOT here because I want/need attention and want everyone to know I cut/burn/self-injure/call it what you will. They're here because I want you to know what I think and what my posts will sometimes revolve around.
I'm warning you for your own sake, so PLEASE.

      
Self-Injury is MY Choice


still fighting it--
       
--even though I may hide my scars.
*don't keep silent*


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Mental Illness: People Say I'm Crazy.
October 3rd through 9th 2004 is Mental Illness Awareness Week. 



&
Depression is NOT shameful


      
Bi-Polar Disorder: You are not alone.




GRAMMAR ISSUES.
I like good grammar. I happen to act like a Grammarazi at times. So PLEASE, for the love of anyone you choose, spell well. Typos are okay but SpEeliNg LiEk DiZ Iz NaWt.
I really really will probably skip over:
+StIcKy CaPs
+ALL CAPS
+Using A Capital Letter For The Beginning Of Every Word
+net talk (liek, whoz, tho, no, diz, dat, ur, etc...)
+forgetting the fact that capital letters exist
+finishing every sentence in '............' or multiple exclamation/question marks
BAD GRAMMAR IS AN IMMENSE AND IMMEDIATE TURN-OFF IN ALL POSSIBLE WAYS. You're not stupid. Spell right.
((A side note: I sometimes post writing so that only the proper nouns that I see to be important begin with a capital letter. This is not due to bad grammar but a bad depression. Bear with it or don't, I don't really care.))






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Suutarilan ala-aste - Helsinki, Etelä-Suomen lääni, Finland (1996 - 2002)
Helsingin uusi yhteiskoulu - Helsinki, Etelä-Suomen lääni, Finland (2002 - 2005)
Ressu IB World School - Helsinki, Etelä-Suomen lääni, Finland (2005 - 2009)
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