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i was told, once again, that we WILL go to my Happiest Place in the World again next summer.
the thought made me smile in advance, in expectation of the happiness i'll feel there.

and then i made a deep cut and sat squeezing it shut for half an hour feeling really funny, like hot and lightheaded and questioning myself.

and even that didn't make me feel relief, make me sigh in a blissful way as i exhale slowly. it's a little similar to an orgasm, less violent but a bit similar. it made the muscles in my neck and shoulders relax for a moment. i miss that.
my neck hasn't relaxed in months. (insert a joke about my head being too heavy to hold upright.)

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