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Di-a-na

she's unresponsive and i'm not dealing well with it. it makes me feel like i've done something wrong.
it's just her avoidance, i know, particularly since i have a suicidal urge to push things in front of her face all the time, but it just triggers my rejection fears.
bleh.


but last night she posted a drunken selfie on tumblr, and goddammit she is too beautiful to look at. i speedclicked myself out of tumblr so fast because i couldn't bear to look at the picture for long that when i went back it opened to her picture again and i flipped and pushed a button and then realised i need another page and it went back to her and gaahhh

i feel weird.

anxious both in good and bad ways.



i don't fucking know.
i'd feel so much better if she just responded, but it's not her motus operandum under the circumstances.


but it was a beautiful picture.

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